User blog comment:Sera Loveheart/Why Paradise Apocrypha is Being Deleted/@comment-24992802-20180912213907

I'm late here, but when I saw this blog out of the corner of my eye...something in me died.

As a user, I've been around for close to three years or so, and in that time I've become obsessed with creating characters and stories revolving around them. The problem is, what's the point of typing all of this shit down when no one is going to read or even see it, much less enjoy it? I feel as if this wiki, and indeed wikia in general, is just dying; less and less people come along here and I feel so let down by that. I have no other way to get my stuff out there without shoving it in people's faces.

That bothers me. Deeply.

No one cares about my stuff yet I still feel the need to get it out there, and I'm so held up by shit I can't even comprehend, much less explain, that my mind is in a constant game of tug-of-war. Without inspiration as seen in verses like yours, as well as the all-too-human need to leave some sort of mark, I'm just rotting in my own imagination with no outlet.

Once again, I'll state that I'm deeply troubled by the ongoing events here.

Paradise Apocrypha will be sorely missed.