Thread:The 2nd Existential Seed/@comment-27123758-20170614011019/@comment-27123758-20170614025103

I'm sorry to hurt you, and I would really be upset if you died. I understand depression and self-loathing, as I've been there many times as well. You're a part of this community, and I'd rather it stayed that way. I have nothing against you. You're a sweet person, and your ideas are not crap, or bullshit, or garbage. They're just unrealized. You need to work on them, slowly, and explore them as you grow older and have more and more experiences.

The characters I made at 15 are nothing compared to those I made at 18, and even those are nothing compared to the characters I'm making now. You will grow, and your ideas will grow with you. I was not made to do this. There are things I've created in the past that just weren't good, ideas as recent as months ago. I spent years developing characters, years perfecting my ideas and writing style, and these are years that I will go through again and again. It's taken me 5 years to get something as good as what Starcross is right now, and it still needs a lot of work. It doesn't matter what's enough for me, or for this wiki. Develop your stories for you, over time.

And I'm not saying your characters are lacking creativity or character. It's just that what they explore isn't what this wiki is for, and they don't align with our guidelines.

Don't you dare apologize for any of this. There's nothing to forgive. It's okay, Seed.