User blog comment:Promestein/Starcross - Baby Calendar/@comment-28644276-20190306022531

Moments like this are what makes me remember the wheel of conflicting feelings SOL can be or induce on others if DMUA's comment is anything to go by, lol.

For a "star" that should have its place firm and adamantine, she sure seems to oscillate a lot in life. But that's nice, too. As the circumstances would have it, she is full of missing parts from a proper beginning that she wan't allowed to have.

And then the sense of longing for those gets mixed with the longing for what she did have but ended up losing forever, as well. I think this story evokes and keeps a nice bit of its focus to that idea.

...Until the ending sequence comes along, that is. Ah, SOL, when will you realize that these thoughts are exactly what have led things to be this way... No missing parts hurt more than the ones that make you lose even more parts of you in the long run, and also break others in this "blind search" to get them back. To quote part of a quote from a thing of mine that I think applies: "'How ironic. The one who shines the most brigthly 'can also be the one who ends up... Never seeing the light."