Talk:SOLSTICE/@comment-28644276-20171027063242/@comment-28644276-20171027064206

This also gives some more insight on her story and her weaknesses too.

I particularly felt bad fort he part where she can't understand why her efforts to keep the people she loves on her side end up causing the very opposite to happen. That's one of the worst sensations we can get, indeed (and not just with people, but with pretty much everything in general - when you feel like what you did to achieve something is what actually made you lose that something).

Each time I look at SOLSTICE she looks more complex, too. Her fears are always one of the more interesting aspect of her character. And to an extent, I think she taught me a lesson with that. To a degree, aren't all of us like that? Naturally to a more healthy degree (as we haven't gone through as much of a distorted life and afterlife as her), but I think everyone can be driven to do something in life out of a sense of fear that something may happen.

Maybe we don't spend our whole lives with that mentality, but I can understand very well that emotion of "I must do this, because I don't want that to happen", or "I wish I could stop, but can't because otherwise I'll definitely be entering a path I can't turn back from" or "If I don't do it, I will lose what I hold dear".

It's not entirely up to fear, but I think it's always a playing part so now, as I understand it, I can identify more with some of her situation. I can't close my eyes and say "She did nothing wrong" despite her being my favorite character, but I can say "I understand the circumstances that made her do it."