Thread:The 2nd Existential Seed/@comment-26429591-20161225031538/@comment-26429591-20161225161045

I know. Honestly, I did not know how you would respond if I sent this in your wall. So, I decided to place it here and see if you responded. Honestly I am happy you responded and not flat out ignore it. It makes me feel.. Happy in a sense

I thought it was something else. Never mind then. I should have told you straight up about my business, but honestly I just simply forgot to tell. I did not respond because I thought it was a done deal, and my last word would not have meant a thing. I guess I WS wrong... He he..

Okay. Showing the self-inflicted negativity that is within my soul was not a good option. I will try not to reflect that in my posts here. You have my word. I understand that i did not HAVE to be here, but to be honest I wanted to at least show you that I am still around and kicking every now and again.

I deserve it. It is not your fault. I am actually glad you did not sugar coat anything and told me what you truly had in your mind to say. Nothing makes me more agitated when I can tell someone is holding back their emotions ( End though I do it all the time, otherwise I would be an nervous wreck near 100% of the time.. ).  Likewise to you as well, Cross. I was never upset or anything, I was just worried that I upset you, which is why I tried to say these things to you. I would like to continue to at least be a friend to you.

I will not ever mention it, unless of course you bring it up again, which is very unlikely.