Thread:The 2nd Existential Seed/@comment-26429591-20161225031538

Four hours ago, I have been thinking extensively about what you responded with. While I agree I am less than worthy for the position, I wanted to reference that I asked for it to dragon, nothing more, nothing less. Unfortunately, your statement has had me rattled for a while. Since I think going into full detail will take far too long, for your sake, I will make this much shorter than I intended it to be.

I understand your frustration. I know I do not qualify and is not even worth it. In fact, I am pretty sure all of my works here pales in comparison to the majority here. I tried with the Spiritmon page to make a good fanon attempt, but it turned into an OP page. Again. I am also not non here long enough. I am practically sick almost the majority of the time, plus with my mother being sick ( Shingle and Back Pains) and me having company over for Christmas and New Years, it is rather hectic trying to keep everyone happy. I am sorry, but this Wikia is not as important as my mother's health and my family's well-being. You may believe I am lying, but I am completely serious.

You have full right to tear me apart for saying something so foolish. I rarely go to verses pages, I seldom enter other pages and comment, I almost never enter the pages that HELPS the page, and overall just an person with pathetic ideas and terribnle writing and unable to do much of plot and backstory to my character. Yes i tend to be negative towards myself, but this is not important. I am simply just an frequent visitor. I did not want the position for gloating rights or anything of the sort. I wanted it to be able to help people easier without being turned away and being important for once in my life. I hope you truly understand this, and I am not mad or anything, only sad, dear CrossverseCrisis. I honestly appreciate you helping me here and being an great bureaucrat on this site. It just proves to myself more and more how stupid the idea was for asking for adminship was in the very first place. Merry Christmas to you, and have an nice life as well. Christmas and New Years is only 1 day. 