Thread:The 2nd Existential Seed/@comment-26429591-20161225031538/@comment-26221691-20161225072647

So you decided to not confront me straight up and do this on your wall here instead? Now i'm more disappointed and rather angry that you didn't at all. That's pretty shitty of you than anything. I would honestly respected that you came to my wall here about this but having doing this on your wall here is rather stupid of you.

Really now? You know i only wanted people here as staff if they had the time and whenever they had time to spare at all for here to help out in anyway. And the thing for here is if they can handle such responsibility, even though you are absolutely correct in that wikia life is not important than one's personal life (heck, that's the same for me as well with college and some other stuff really). Seriously there's also the fact that you never responded to my last last message to you regarding your potential as a staff user. If you had told me this of you in your part of life outside the wikia much earlier on, i would have understood it perfectly in full. But you having done this much later til now is not satisfying at all. Rather it's disappointing. Oh and if you think i wouldn't believe you, you're fucking wrong as shit. As i said, i would have understood it if you had directly told me this and though i still do as i know what you're trying to do now IRL (partly, i guess? Doesn't have to be the whole story, just a summary of what's going on as you put above), it's in a rather disappointing matter due to you just not telling me straight up about it. What you imply sound like i don't know shit about others when clearly that's where you're wrong about it. I can understand of things, weather one does tell me or not (telling is a bit more preferable for me, however).

Being negative like this makes me not like you at all. Really, doing that is what makes me yell and get angry and frustrated at you. You could have reasoned with me and such and directly at me too at that, but nope you did not. Also, you didn't HAD to be here during the Holidays. If you gotta do other stuff like you mentioned above that's very important, just go for it man. It's fine.

But despite some wordings from me that are (once again) rather offensive and bad, i am at least glad that you finally gave me the full reasoning why you were unable to be here active enough among few other things; having to take care of yourself (which is rather important for everyone really) as well as having to take care of your mother and having company over during this time of season.

And again, i understand the situation that you are in now and if it at least means anything, i am sorry for having said such words of animosity and frustration to you (but they are honestly words of truth that i had to say to you). Happy holidays and have a nice life and new years to you as well.